July 18, 2007, 2:41 PM
i don't know if this is me or it's just my other self .i wished i could say so many things but everything's stopping me .
sometimes i wish .
sometimes i hope .
sometimes i even pray .
things are practically different now .
i miss my fucking bestfriend .
i hope she does too .
i missed partying with her .
i missed my weekends with her .
but now everything feels so different .
i realised i missed a whole bunch of my friends .
bestfriend to be exact .
i wished you could be there every weekend but you got your studies too .
i don't wish to be the evil one dragging you along to hell with me .
i rather see you far from me now
then regret it later when you see your results .
when you realised you could have done so much better .
i want to see you happy you know .
it's not that i'm leaving you out or anything .
i'm having your interest at heart .
the "new" group of friends are great but nothing can be compared to you .
you know me inside out .
you read my mind .
you know me when i'm sad & when i'm happy .
i wished you understood my situation .
it's like at times i feel that way too , bout your schoolmates .
but i can't cos their your friends all the same .
i wished you understood .
i missed how call me just to say you miss me .
i missed you saying what a huge slut i was .
i missed you saying you'll marry me .
i could go on & on & on .
but i'll stop here i guess .
i miss you terribly .
friday night ?
I BETTER BE SEEING YOU .
I WANT PAOLALALA NOW NOW NOW NOW .
Labels: i miss my bestfriend .
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