July 19, 2007, 4:26 PM
i honestly don't know why i'm feeling this way still . i told myself i won't & i got to let things go .
but then again i find myself stuck in this position .
i spoke to him yesterday .
the begining was sweet , like how it had always been .
but things just got worst eventually .
it's always like that .
i know he says he loves you .
but i guess they are just words to make me happy .
sweet nothings to be exact .
i have experience it all .
been there , done that .
but as he tells me stories , stories bout his recent chicks .
i find it hard to let go when i know i got too .
but i know deep down the feelings are all gone .
it's just when you really miss the person really much .
fuck i HATE feeling this way .
401's movie , the kissing scene .
with male lead , venus lee & female lead , angel tan .
directors , samantha & eleana & elyssa .
fuck now i owe venus a pack of ciggarette .
i'm off to meet gracie with the boys .
i'm late , again .
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