July 12, 2007, 9:28 PM
it's easy to say hello but it's hard to say goodbye . as i look at the past memories , pictures & letters , they bring back those good times i had .
it's funny how i find myself staring at the picture thinking about it over & over again .
sometimes i wonder if it has all gotta do with love .
love can make you forget all the wrongdoings & the pain you went through .
love again can hurt you so much , you wish you never experience all that .
thinking back about all this , the pain & the memories .
they made me smile & sometimes i just feel like crying .
it's never easy to say goodbye even as much as you want too .
even when you are the one clinging on & when the person has found someone else .
i know deep down , he wants me to be happy .
he wants the best for the both of us .
but we know things will never be the same .
it's just like holding on to something which doesn't belong to you .
i know i gave my best , my best to please .
gave all the love he deserved .
but maybe it wasn't enough , not as much he thought he need .
i remembered people asking me why i love so much ?
for someone who love me yet hurt me .
but i never could find the proper answer .
blame it on love , they made me that way .
so as from today i'm taking a bigger step which pleases him .
i'll be moving on .
i have made up my mind & i know it's no regretting anymore .
but i know i will never forget you in this lifetime
& i hope you won't forget me too .
so as i let this love rest , i pray for your best .
i gave up .
3 months have passed .
in loving memory ,
samantha .
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