ask yourself if you truly gave your best .
how does it feel to find out from someone else
you have been msging that person
& i sitting here thinking you are innocent .
i don't understand why you couldn't tell me
yet you chose to let me hear from someone else .
don't you think i'm a fool?
you know i'm irritated yet you chose to irritate me further .
the decision is yours .
you can happily reply the other person's msg & you say you receive mine late?
whose to believe now?
you can call me pity but i'm like that .
but you should already know it when you said you loved me .
which is accepting my flaws .
call me selfish, self centred if you wish
cos i was thinking of my feelings .
when will you realise i don't deserve this shit?


i'm so fucken pissed offfffffff.
it wasn't meant for anyone in particular .